Been really depressed and crying a lot the last week… Missing him like crazy, feeling really heartbroken without him and I don’t know what to do… and to add to everything I just found out today that I have trigeminal neuralgia. On two medications and hoping we can catch it before it gets any worse… Just can’t catch a break…

i guess you’re fine without me….

April 13, 2014

600 days…

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And I hate to say I love you
When it’s so hard for me
And I hate to say I want you
When you make it so clear
You don’t want me

I’d never ask you cause deep down
I’m certain I know what you’d say
You’d say I’m sorry believe me
I love you but not in that way

And I hate to say I need you
I’m so reliant
I’m so dependant
I’m such a fool

When you’re not there
I find myself singing the blues
Can’t bear
Can’t face the truth

You will never know that feeling
You will never see through these eyes

I’d never ask you
Cause deep down I’m certain I know what you’d say
You’d say I’m sorry
Believe me
I love you
But not in that way

You’d say I’m sorry
Believe me
I love you
But not in that way

celina-vega:

Paradox poetry book by Celina Vega is available through Kindle and Paperback

celina-vega:

Paradox poetry book by Celina Vega is available through Kindle and Paperback

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