i’ll never be what you want… or who you want…

July 22, 2014

700 Days…

23 months….

"I have so much of you in my heart."

John Keats, from a letter to Fanny Brawne (via fearlessknightsandfairytales)

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"Curled up with my head on your chest is the best remedy for the pain and the stress"

Childish Gambino (via fearlessknightsandfairytales)

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"I just want to be the person you miss at 3am."

Beau Taplin (via fearlessknightsandfairytales)

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"I no longer believed in the idea of soul mates, or love at first sight. But I was beginning to believe that a very few times in your life, if you were lucky, you might meet someone who was exactly right for you. Not because he was perfect, or because you were, but because your combined flaws were arranged in a way that allowed two separate beings to hinge together."

Lisa Kleypas, Blue-Eyed Devil (via wordsnquotes)

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"You have a place in my heart no one else ever could have."

Fitzgerald, F. Scott. The Ice Palace. (via wordsnquotes)

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i should’ve kissed you longer
i should’ve held you stronger
and i’ll wait for forever
for you to love me again

it’s hard to sit here and know that because of how you feel for someone and because you care so much about someone that you’re taking all the hits and paying the bucket for everything going on in their life. Sometimes willingly and sometimes just because they want to. Everything is being taken out on you and you just have to sit there and be understanding and hope that it will end and that one day you’ll be important to them again and that they’ll finally start to care about you, what you want, what you need, and what you’re going through. And through all of this you have to try to fight through the tears and heartbreak just for that little sliver of hope…

i’ve had to do this for 19 months and counting… and it hasn’t gotten any easier.